So, over the last several months, I have been growing deeper in my walk with God. He has been drawing me closer and closer. It has been an amazing journey so far and I continue to travel the road He is carving out for me.
I have moments where I can feel myself let go of all that inhibits me and really move into His presence. It's almost like I could reach out and touch Him. At times, I wonder why I don't feel that more often. I am left to ask, why? Why can't I feel his presence continually through the day. Why does it have to be just moments? I want to feel His presence the whole day through. I am seeking to make this happen. The more I spend reading His precious word, the more I am drawn to Him. I hunger for time with God. I hunger to rest in Him. I want to know more of Him. I want to hear His voice and know that it's Him. I want to be used and know that I am doing what God wants me to be doing. I am NOT content to just sit back and go about my life from day to day without ever giving God a thought.
Today, Hanna was holding my Bible and hugging it. I asked her if she knew that God could help her with anything she needed help with if she asked Him. She shook her head no and I told her he could. She looked up towards the ceiling and said, "God, will you help me to read this book?" That is the type of childlike faith that God wants us to have. That if we simply ask, He will do it! So, I am asking God to do all the things above that I desire, and I know, that in His time, it will be done!
I hope that anyone reading this will pray this not only for me, but for you too. Our worship team has been singing Even Greater by Planetshakers. Check it out on YouTube. You won't regret it. Click on this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMbcQIzVWeI&feature=related
